First and formost, i would like to thank everybody out there which have been a great friend to me, ofcourse not to neglect my bro's in church.. You guys just "batu"!!! Anyway, i've decided to blog this evening, is because all of the sudden, i truly miss someone. THe feeling is alomost the same were my best friend leave me three years ago... Gosh... this is wired.. Anyway, i really appreciate this person for beeing such a wonderfull friend of mine since we know each other for not a long period. But still, she seems like my sister. Eventhough we always have arguments and *bomb each other around. Well, i have to admit that sometimes, we people doesnt really appreciate it when it us around us, and also we wont know that these good things are just right beside us.. Well, time will tell and God always have an arrangement for us. Well.... I got to say thaat this second lesson would be a great one compare to the previous best friend of mine had leave me.. Well, may God bless you and keep u in Him. Will always keep u in prayers...

Anyway, i would want to dedicate this song to her.

Dear God by avenged sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no